i will studyhard.
i will train hard.
i will not care.

that's all my life will revolve around.

eunice: thanks for the sms.
you're so sweet. :)

pswesley: you wouldnt read this. but,
yes, i'd be strong.

everything's piling up on me.
e v e r y t h i n g.
i cant take it anymore.

i wasnt like this last time.
i'm not the person i used to be.

thanks eunice,charis,evan,benita,pris.
thanks.

and eunice:
thanks for the vday letter.
but i'm sorry.
i'm not what you said i was in the letter.
i'm not that strong.
and i'm nt that happy always.

i dont know.
i'm so lost.

why did she have to say such things.
and why did i have to cry in front of ppl.

i'm sorry.
for making you ppl worry.
sorry.

crumbled. crushed.